And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Here I Am Once Again...

"I'm torn into pieces! Can't deny it, can't pretend
I thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside,
If you could only see the tears I cry...
Behind these Hazel Eyes"


I just remembered that song just know. I think I'm just that desperate. Bored with my life right know. Hehehe. Boredom kills, as always! Did you notice? Such irony in this post? The icon up there says laughter and the songs is about desperation...baka jan! XD. I think that's how my mind works as of the moment

Anyways, I'm just here to rant and rant until I get bored and move to another duty. Oh yeah, I'm already in episode 22 in Ouran and six more to go and I'm done! XD. That's my goal in sembreak by the way. Sembreak just started last Friday and decided to tell you that today, again, baka! Hehehe. I was motivated to make an "anime-to-watch" list by Otakuzine. They feature such nice animes and make awesome reviews. Hehehe...after Ouran I'm planning to watch DeathNote! It seems that everbody is watching it...so go with the flow! XD. I can relate to the story. And just this morning, I saw Gokusen! Yehey, me so happy. The story is like...in relation to my story too, the 3-D classroom and their funny antics is like our classroom. Geez, raming kalokohan! >_< Hehehe. So much for that.

Bastah, yun na yun. I was also motivated to make lovely icons...I thank livejournal so much for that! Their lovely icons really made me make icons. Hey, the icon up there is not mine! It belongs to someone in livejournal. Speaking of which, I'm goin there to check out more of their nice tuts about the icons. Fufufufufu, now I am off to do my stuff!

I just noticed that it's Halloween today...curapu! I don't care! So don't even try trick or treatin' here buub!

That was a bad finish...oh welll, forgive my insolence peeps. To much boredom and depressin I guess. Empitness....

I'm changing by layout by the way. Got sick with it, but it's still Ouran. Can't let go of it. XD. Till then. Ja!

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingcrazy....
listening to:Yakusoku e basho-Kaleido Star

Tuesday, October 24, 2006


W00t-ness to the max na toh!!!

Another crappy title made by yours truly. Lolz! I just wanna ramble to let you guys know that I'm still alive can kick ass!!!

Hehehe...Today is Ramadan and no classes!!! Yehey! So happy! But I need to do some visual aids and stuff, teacher na kaya ako!

Dang. Life is so boring. Can't believe this. Nothing is cool happening right now! I'm getting a little impatient. Haaaay. I'm a little un-inspired right now. I can't do Photoshop...I need inspiration!

Ayways, I've been digging into some new music right now. As in J-music digging...I just realized that it's actually cool and nice! I'm focusing on Hitomi Takahashi pa. She is so great! Oh, she sang Bokutachi no Yukue in Gundam Seed Destiny. I think it was the 3rd opening song. Anyways, she is uber cool talaga! Though she is pretty puny and has big eyes...she still rocks! If you listen to "Aaozora no Namida" you'll love her. It really rocks hard together with ther Bokutachi no Yukue song. Hehehe. I sound like a nerd already.XP! XP! XP! Goshi-ness! I wub her so much! I might post a pic of her. I'm too lazy to do so and...I procrastinate.

Heard it right. I am a procrastinator. As in delaying things XP. It all started when I was having this business, CD burning. I burn cd's with music in it...so LimeWire+Nero=$chaching$! Hehehe, but it seems that it's so tiring. So I always say to them as an excuse, "Sorry ha, busy ko talaga! Alam mo na, kailan kong mag-study...". Ehehehe, it's true! But when I have my free time...spend it i surfing and chatting!Yeah! *does the Kid(from Yakitate! Japan)-ish thumbs-up* Ehehe. I'm getting freaky by the moment. Kaya un, I always delay...reminds me of someone.

I also downloaded sakura brushes. I'm using itI used it in my trial deviantion/artwork. Sakura-themed stoof looks nice and cute. The render I'm using is gonna be Kenshin from Samurai X. Wanna take a look? It's up there. Ehehe. Looks cool and pinkish^-^. XD. LJ is getting so bored! I think I'm gonna dump that place...

Oh yeah, I submitted it too! I got so bored. Boredom really kills. XP. I miss Sachi-oneechan!

So, bye! Hope to see you next time and chat tayo sa YIM ha! Ranting is fun isn't it? Well, let' rant together sa YIM. Online ako on Weekends only. So, bye!!!!

Oyasumi nasai minna-san!!!

Friday, October 20, 2006

New life, new blog, new music,

New life, new blog, new music, new anime...everything's so new today!!!

I juz can't believe that I'm posting in my blog! For a very long time. I really don't why I did a long break from blogging. Even in my new[yes it's new]LJ blog. It's just that I'm not in the mood, I guess.

Well anyways, it's a new life for me today. So many stuff goin on in my life that depressed me and gave joy to me. I've changed my ways. I'm not the person that my best buds know...So weird. I have been wanting to be alone sometime and gets reallly annoyed with people. I juz don't get what I'm feeling right know. I wanna isolate myself from all the troubles in the world and just keep shut! Aaah! Bery confuzing! Class sucks as usual...not until I was called to be a STRIDE. Okay...A STRIDE is a person who takes over the class...asin you will be the teacher and the real ones are taking a break! Really shocking for me! As in...me gonna be teacher? That ain't mah job! It's too tiring and I'll be teaching English to my classmates for 3 days. Grueling-much! Geez. Such things...Really traumatize me.

I already know what to do, but I'm not so confident in my-self and I'm not ready. And think of the students!!! What if they don't listen...I easily get angry ya know. Humph! Juz hate this! But at least....

And my inspiration is gone! I can't do any artsy stuff in Photoshop...it seems that this depression is taking all the art mojo I have. I can't beleive this. I just can't!

Mah new blog is up and running!!! Notice the new skin? Ouran-ish much, ne? Wahaha! And look at mah tagboard, customized it to match the skin. Hehehe....it was easy finding this skin since I chose this because mah fangirl-ish side wants it. I can't argue with her since I also like it^-^. Hehehe. Bastah, cute na ang blog ko!!! And I'm not gonna stuff it with some worthless things, like what I did before. It took so long to load the whole thing in IE. XD, sorry IE users! BLeh! Bastah, un na un. Galing ko talaga!

Hitomi Takahashi is so great!!! I'm currently listening to this new music. XD, I never knew that J-music could be so nice and kewl! I don't care if it's J-pop...I juz like the way she sings and the beat of the song. She is also cute ya know! Hehehe. Speaking of music, I already have a mp3!!! It's not an iPod, but I'm satisfied with what I got. It's so small!!! Hehehe. And of course, I stuffed it with anime songs!!! Duh...as usual! Hahax. I can't get enough of it! I'll be putting Hitomi's songs. Boredom kills ya know...

NEW ANIME in the block!!! You heard it right...I have a new anime that I glommped on. It's Ouran Highschool Host Club. Refer to the mah skin. Hahax. I got hooked with it coz of it's comedy and shounen-ai. Heck, I can't believe that I love shounen-ai. It's so hawt ya know! Hehehe. Seriously, it's so funny. The storyline is pretty cute and the characters as well. It's also a haven for hawt bishounens. Once you see it, you can;t get enough of it. It's so funny and humorous. Meheheh! I consider Kyouya the hottest and mysterious one. Bastah...I'll show you what he looks like in a minute. Waaah! The characters are so hot!!

*squeal*

*fangirls*

I'm on fangirl mode today!!! Hehehe. Bastah, un na un. Here's the pic of him:

Bastah, he is so hot!

Yun lang poh!