And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
While I was going through the boards of KHQ, I came across this certain portion of the forum about school. I went there and clicked into some of the subtopics and was greatly amazed at it's contents. There were topics there about foolishness in school, label yourself, etc. I was really amused at all those. But there was these things that bothered me a lot.
One was that, as i posted all my brakada's foolishness at my old school, I remembered all those fun times we had(I transfered to a new school). I really want to cry just because of that, inside that is. I miss our jokes, our certain talks about our crushes, and all that we can think of. I surely miss them alot! I want them to be here right beside me and hug them so tight!
The second one was, when I read some posts in the same topic I found out that this rich kid is also like the others. She is rich, yes, and I really despise rich, rude kids. I encountered such persons last year in school. Why do rich kids act that way? It doesn't mean that they're rich they can do anything! Some people think that rich kids are cool and fun to be with. Some are, but most of them aren't! That's why as much as possible I don't like to interact with them. Brats and jerks is what I call them. By the way, that rich kid I was talking about, I know her. She is the classmate of my friend(a rich kind, but kind. She's not my bestfreind though) in my new school. That's why i know her. Oh well, we just can't stop that...I'll just pray for them.
Err, i think that's about it! So bye for now!
Hehehe, this are my goals for the whole summer:
Friday, April 28, 2006
Ok, I desperately need a nice brush pack for my PS 6.0, but the problem is if I download them kuya will get mad. Coz he said that it takes a lot of space!
I hate him so bad becuase of that. I really need it so bad, but he said no! He said that it will only take up a lot of space...shesh! It's just about him! Him and his stupid WarCraft and LimeWire! Gosh! I hate him so much! It's so aargh!
And Photoshop is really fun! It's very addicting. My main purpose for it is to make sigs for forums and inhance my skills im web designing, but mostly for making sigs is what I normally do there. Kaso nga lang, you have to download stuff to get cooler more nice sigs and it's so...err, the prob about the downloading thing with my kuya. Besides newbie panaman ako sa Photoshop, so i don't know how to improvise. But I ask help from a forum(look in my linkies, the No Limits and Giuld Inn). It's really great there, they are pros there and they really help you alot! Kaso nga lang, different timezones, coz' they're in the West while I'm here in the East, so the timezones is the thing!
That's why I a suggested in KHQ to have a section in the forum about Photoshop, but it seems that no they don't like to put it. I wonder what I can do to fullfill those suggestions...Bribe them? Lol, just kidding*grin*.
Hehehehe, i think that's all for now. So, bye!
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Well first off, I'll introduce to them first, so that ya'll won't get confused...okie?
My big bro's name is Milky(or Matt or Tipsy). He is going to be a 4th year highschool student this coming schoolyear. He likes games, which is mostly bloody games in the PS2. He has a Friendster account like me, and he has a crush on this certain girl...Whatever. And he is insolent and likes to shout at us(family). He likes what he wants he gets, not spoiled but he gets mad when he's not given the support or things he want. He is also a bad boy...un lang.
My little bro's name is Winky(or Matt-Matt). He is going to be grade 4 this coming schoolyear. He likes the flash games in Nickelodeon, CartoonNetwork, and HotWheels sites. He also likes DS games, and some GameCube games. He may get a little, no pretty annoying, but he's good when you give him what he wants. And we oppose kuya Milky too.
Now the big deal about them is they both annoy me so much. When it comes to kuya Milky, he always takeover the computer when i'm using it and takesover the TV when I'm watchinkg my show. And if i don't follow his orders I get wacjed in the head or i'll be shout at, with bad and harsh words. He is just so rude and so aargh! I realy hate him so much! I want him out of existence! Ok, maybe I was a bit to harsh there, but I really don' t like his attitude towards me and to my family. Hahay. We are just praying for him nalang, that's the only thing we can do. Despite all these things he has done, he also made some good things towards me. He's the one responsible for borrowing the Naruto CDs from his classmate. He's also good and calm at times, and that's okie with me.
The deal about my little bro is that we always fight who is gonna use the computer. Just awhile ago, we fought over the computer. He's so annoying, he always makes jokes that make you go nuts(or corny or just simply not funny). He makes wired faces, noises, whatever, and it's so darn annoying! Again this fight over the computer,I think,it wil never end. I just hope that we'll get along and won't argue over the computer. Hahay. Winky is also good sometimes. He shared a few laughs with me. He joins me in opposing my kuya's evil plans. And lastly, he likes Yakitate! Japan and watches with me.
Well, to sum it all up, I hate and love them in some ways...hehehhehehe.
I think that's all for today, so bye for now!
I have a new skin! And I darn love it! Waaaah! It's so me and so pink and so cute. I don't know from which anime do they belong but I love it!
Hehehe, you ask why did i change my skin? Well, I got bored of my previous one and it was too plain so I decided to go for a really peepy one, like the skin I have now! I really darn love it!
Thanks to the creator of this! And got this from blogskins.com check that site out! It rocks there!
Hehehehe, that's all for now, coz' I think I might post another entry later...so bye!
Wahahahahaha
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Well, as the title said it, i'm busy!
These days, i've been really busy with my Blog my Photoshop and Friendster. I need to make another page for my Blog. Make sigs using my Photoshop for advertising my blog. And Friendster, for the layout of it. That's the main reasons why i can't go online in KHQ for now...hehehe, i bet they will surely miss me.
These days are so busy again, because i need also to help my mom in the house. Since the renovation started, i need to do chores and all that stuff. Shesh, i hate chores ya know! And that means i get scolded for staying infront of the computer the whole day! Hahahaha, since my yaya is gonna marry someone(which means she's leaving)i need to do a lot of chores...shesh!
If a Photoshop genuis is reading this entry of mine, please don't hesitate to help me with the animation! I really don't know how to change a PSD file into a GIF one! So please help!
I think that's all for today, my mom wants me to turn off the computer, becuase it was on the from morning to aftenoon! No breaks! (Poor computer). So that's means goodbye for now!
HAhahahahahaha, still by your side!
Monday, April 24, 2006
This happended yesterday:
I was just sitting infront of the computer and making a sig for my blog. I heard a ring from the phone and I didn't mind. I was just thinking that it would be for my dad or mom, but i was wrong. My mom was smiling when she told me that the phone was for me, i didn't mind her. I was just thinking who could be calling me, then when i said,"Hello, Who's this?". An excited reply answered me, "It's me, Hesed!"
Err, you may ask who the heck is Hesed? Well, she's my best friend in the whole wide world! She raised me up when everything in school was down. Now, she called. After i transfered to a new school, we never talked and never saw each other from that day. I even regretted that i transfered to a new school. I was depressed and it affected my grades alot. It's like she's my all, she's the only one that can relate to me and she never let me down. Now, for after a year, she called and told me everything about my old school. Oh yah, were barkadas...not those rebelious ones, but those good ones that are obedient and not violent.
Back to the story...
I was really shocked when she said that! I even screamed so hard and went crazy for a second! She said, "Just calm down!". I was dang shocked! Anyways, we talked everything from our school down to the students. We even talked about my crush and hers. Man, we don't need to say "I miss you" coz' it's quite evident we certainly miss each other. We talked about the other students there, if they are still the same or some changes happend. We also talked about the teachers, wether they're still strict or not, wether they are retired or not. And she even told me to have a Friendster! She said, "Sige na! Get na Friendster! I'll invite you." How could i resist her? She's my friend! No best friend! We talked for an hour or more and it ended with satisfaction.
I was really happy that she called. And i can't express my happiness because of that!
Friday, April 21, 2006
Hmm, this summer i've done nothing, but watch the TV and sit infront of the computer. I even wanna quit my job just because i wanna stay here infront of the computer and watch TV the whole day. Shesh! My parents are even furious about this slacking issue of mine. Hahay, all i jjust want is to saty at home at this summer, stay in the computer or watch TV, but they said no, They want me to do something like have job, do chores, or as long as i don't stay in the computer. It's so unbelivable...i just hate my parents when they do that, giving me sermons when i don't listen. Hahay, i hate it this summer.
Anyways, i just love slacking off, just like Shikamaru(my anime crush*squeals*), he's so carefree and just watches the clouds above him. Hahaha, love that kind of attitude. I just wanna repeat this line: I love slacking off the whole summer. Hahaha, i think that's al for now. Not in the mood to write today...besides, i'm not a good writer. Hehehehe....
The house is a complte mess. Everything is scattered and everbody is helping out to sort all the stuff. Workers coming in and out of the gate to deliver the cement and other stuff needed. Sweat is quite evident this time and everybody is darn busy, even my annoying siblings.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Wednesday, April 19, 2006