And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Friday, June 23, 2006

I finally posted!! XXXXXD Lol.

Yeyyyyy! Naka-post narin ako!!!!

Haaay! School is really tiring! With all the assignments and terrors and scouting...it's hard to go online!

Lol, I forgot to mention that I'm a freshman, and it's hard to be one!!!! This kind of school is really weird, coz' there's 4 sections for girls and another 4 section for the boys. So, hindi sya co-ed.

It's hard adjusting to the new enviroment, especially na all girls ang classmates mo. Ung mga classmates ko ang...how should I say this...they say 'chikoshou' in bisiya and some other words that are not pleasing. Shesh, malapit na akong parehas sa kanila*cocks a gun, and follows te swordie when she wants sucide*, just kidding!!!! Hehehe.

Sa totoo lang, hirap mag adjust. Homeschooled ako last year noh! So hindi na ako sanay(doy). Grabeh talaga ng "real" na school! And of course, pag-lunch kasabay ko ng mga freinds ko! Lol, I just like that!

Just awhile ago, I expercienced girl scout stuuf. It's the first formation so...nakakakaba at nakakabagot rin. I thought talaga na boring and tiring sya...hindi ahhh! Wekwek.

O-mi-gosh!!!! I invited my friend to visit this site...so I have to straighten up and look formal[Damnit!]. Lol...hahahaha!

I also didn't forget the peeps in KHQ. I miss them so much!!!! Haaay, wonder what they're doing right now.

Here's the siigy that I told you:

It's small right? Heheh, go to deviantart and see the big image for yourself! Lol.

Bye!Bye!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

-What the-?!!?!?!?!

Of course, I watch Gundam Seed Destiny. Yesterday's episode was all about Durandell talking to Athrun.

Then in the TV , Lacus sung. Well, it's quite impossible coz' Lacus is with Kira on earth, so it's technically impossible right?

Until Lt. Durandell, told Athrun who she really is. He told Athrun that she is a Lacus look-a-like. Of course, he was really curios, that look-a-like really sings and acts like Lacus!!!

I to was shocked. Then, Athrun went out of Durandell's office, then suddenly, the look-a-like came out of nowhere. This is look-a-like invited Athrun for dinner, then she explained what's her purpose, and finally her name.

Her name is Meer Cambell, a look-a-like of Lacus. I encountered her name in KHQ boards, and she is labeled as a slut together with Flay Alster. I was really curios who the heck this girl is, then when I heared her name yesterday, I was really shocked!

And the peeps in KHQ is so right, she is a slut. No, really, she is. She keeps on sticking and hugging Athrun when they meet! Oh, Meer has this red thingie. Ya know, the one that Lacus always bring. But only, it's red[Meer]. Lol. I hate her!!!

Because of this sudden shock. I had a sudden urge to make a Lacus Sig! [kouso!] I really don't like her that much, coz' she's a goodie-good girl, but it changed! Well, she's very pretty and smexy...waaah! Whatever! I'll show you the result.

Curios about her pic? Her she is:

Lol...sugoi ne?
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Oh, maybe ur a little curios why I posted so early...

Well, half-day lang kami today...

Lol. Till then!!! Gotta make that Lacus Sig;)

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

-First Day of School-

Unbelievable. I never thought it would happen...first day was really...not...

SAD!!!!!

Seriously, it ain't! Kaya nga unbelievable eh. I saw my barkadas and my old classmates. I really thought that I won't see them, but I was darn wrong! I saw them!

Ehem, let me explain from the top:

While riding in the car, I really felt so sad, parang walang maganda namangyari sa school. In mind, I was just saying, "Psf! No freinds to met there...what a lousy first day!".

Well, we have to go to the coliseum for welcoming all the new enrollees, transferees, and everybody. Of course, I went to the coliseum, and as looked at the place wehre I'm about to sit, it was really full of new faces. I can't find a place to sit, until someone shouted my name,"Tip!!! Tip!!!", [that's how my friends call me...tignan mo ung family name koh!!!] I faced the person who called me...and to my utter astonishment, it was my ka-barkada!!!!

I screamed and went to them. I was really shocked! I thought they're gonna go to some other school, but I'm wrong! Grabeh, I just screamed and told them how I missed them so much! Grabeh! I almost cried...talaga! And some of classmates really changed! Ung boy na dating kong classmate, pumayat! As in! And their voices became so, so, so, deep! As in! Ng-mature na talaga sila! Unbelievable! Na-nibago ako sa mga 'changes' ng mga classmates koh!

After all the welcoming, we have to go the entrance to see if where section do we belong. Of course, me and my best-freinds went together...hoping and crossing our fingers if we are classmates. But unfortunately, we aren't!Pero, okie lang un! At least meron akong klassmate na galing sa Santo Nino. Bastah, ang sabi lang namin na magkikita kami bastah break. Okie na yan sa akin, as long as I have my friends back, devah?

Lol...I was even surprised when my friends watch Naruto...coolish! I thought I was the only one who watches it. Ehehehe, na-aliw talaga ako! Hahaha! It was like this, I opened up first, but I asked them if they watch Gundam Seed Destiny. Then sagot nila hindi...Naruto at Yu-Gi-Oh! lang daw sila, sa Studio 23. Hehehe, this is really great!

Ok, after going to our respective classrooms, oreintation na na ng mga teachers. Some are nice and funny, and some are really strict! Hehehe, grabeh. Ibang teachers mag-oreint ang boring! As in! Gustoh mo talaga silang tulogan! Pero, hindi pwede, baka the teacher will throw some chalk at you. Bastah, they're really strict.
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This is really a cool fisrt day for me. Wala nga lang, "First Day high" na kanta, but it's okie! Hahaha!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

School na tommorow*sighs*

Oh well...school is gonna start and I'm really worried about it.

Worried about what's gonna happen in my firstday. Worried about my classmates, teachers, and subjects. Worried about my actions and words...Worried about everything.

I really had a bad[not really bad as in principal, it's rather a sad one] school history:
Gradeschool[except grade 6]: Where I met my solid friends and felt really comfortable. This is a traditional school.

Grade 6: I transfered to homeschooled. Thinking that it would be cooler than my older school. Since, there's no assignment and airconed rooms...and I forgetten one important thing, my bestfreinds. I knew some people there, but they're not really my taste, some I hated. But there's a special person that I met. Wekwek, an anime fan like me! But I'm still sad.

Highschool: Gonna be a freshman tommorow. I'm anxious about it. I don't know the people there, and I'm not comfortable either. Shesh..this sucks. I may know a few people, but they're not that close to...unlike my friends.
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This really wrecks. I don't wanna go to school. I wanna stay here and sit infront of the computer all day. Some people say, "Why aren't you excited? You're gonna be a freshman!". Useless thing. Shesh. Oh well, this is part of life, and I have to this...my mom is counting on me.

Seriously, I'm hoping for my teacher to wear glasses and have freaky hair. Just like anime[hehehe]. And speaking English in this school is really OA(over react), which I'm really frequent of...so, it's hard to cope with them. Bisaya is really the language that is spoken.

I'm also afraid of being an outcast. I'm that kind of person that really want's to be "in", and being an otaku is really hard...so I'm thinking of going lay-lo in my fan-girlness...

Haaaay! *long line of sighs and curses*

I'll just post what happened in my [horrifying] first day. If I have a chance that is.

Till then. Bye.

-Can't think of any good title-

Waaah! The outing was great! As in! Parang Boracay ang Moal-Boal!!!! As in! White sand, blue beaches, nice people!~ Wahahah! The coolest beach outing that i WENT TOO!

Even got sunburn....huhuhuh. And my cousin also got[almost] hitched...but to bad, she turned it down. Foreigner pa naman sya...shesh! Lol..coolish outing! To the max!

And, school na tommorow...NOOOOO! Ayaw ko pang pumunta sa school...and I have so many reasons, which I won't write here[sorry] . I still don't wanna go to school...never!!!! I just wanna sit infront of the computer and....do stufff! Shesh...*grumbles*...*screams*

Mehem...sorry about there. I've been seeing a lot of sites that consists of layouts for free. And there's brushes, renders, blah, blah, blah. Speaking of graphics, ng register na si Aya sa deviantArt...she was like, commenting on my works...tapos, happy ma kuno ako, the next thing I knew na si Aya pala un!!! Waaah! Grabeh!!! And, I'm also happy na raming ng comment sa works koh...hehehe, pretty fun=D. Lol.

My mind's pretty blank right now....so ito lang muna. Hahaha...

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Saturday ngayon....

Haaaay! Saturday ngayon...its a lazy one to be specific.

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Yesterday, I've been downloading like crazy[which is really not allowed in this very stuffed computer*hides from kuya*]. I've been downloading PS 6.0 brushes in many different sites. Thank goodness meron akong nakita...seriously! I've been downloading brushes that are swirls, ya know, ribbon like shaped ribbons...
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I dunno, but I'm feeling a little happy today. I think it's because tomorrow it's junk food day in the house, or it's because we're going beach outing....
Hehehe, seriously, I'll be gone for two days to go to Moal-Boal(a place in southern Cebu where the beach is fantistco!!!)And my declared a 'junkfood day' tomorrow coz of the outing. Lol..I'll pig out tomorrow and eat the junkfood all by myself!!! Hahahah!
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Wahaha! I saw this site where you can download some cool layouts...but you need some knowledge in HTML though...Wekwek. It's unbeleivable, but when you just go to one site and click on their affiliates and...you can get to some other places! Hahah! That's what I did...
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I dunno, but I wanna have like a place in my blogentry where I can put my mood in each entry. Like Livejournal. HEhehe, but I need a whole lot of smileys to do so...question is, where can I download them? Oh well, so much the 'cool' suggestion[hehehe, cool daw oh]. Or if not, an avatar in each post?Wouldn't that be great? Hehehe, just a sugestion. Oh, I need to email swordie-onii-chan, on how to put a bar to separate my post from another post...hehehe. Or an image border perhaps? Lol....suggestions galore...how amusing. Shesh.
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Oh well, mom's yelling at me to turn off the computer...so like....bye! See you then!

My post today has almost no tagalog words...amazing! That's what I noticed, hehehe.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Random bables.

Here are my random bables. I can't organize them, so I just put it in this format...oh well.
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I'm still 12, but I'm dreaming of a really cool 18th birthday...like the ones in tv.

But mine would be something a little different. It would be anime....I'll invite, cosplayers and have a competion, have blast, and stil having the dnace thingie...whatever!

Too bad, wala akong kilala na anime otaku kagaya ko, only the pips in KHQ...man! I feel so bummed when I think of it. Shesh
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Hahay, school nanaman. I'm gonna be a freshman this opening, and there'll be more assignments as ever! Sabi nga ng cousin ko,"Uy!!! Highschool na sya! Excited ka noh?", dear, I answered him,"Haaay! Ayaw ko pang pumunta ng school!". That was all in Bisiya by the way.

Haaaay! Ano naman ang ika-eexcite ko? Wala naman doon ang mga freinds ko, and I think, I'll be an outcast, kasi otaku ako. Masaklap pa doon, babae na otaku.

I think, ung mga otakus sa school ko, ay mga lalake...and I'm quite shy to talk to hem, baka ma tsismiss ba ako nyan. Haaay. Some people say, na ang weird mo! Anime nalang palagi ang ina-atupag mo! Kainis nila! I can't stand them, I want to srceam at them, but I don't the guts to do so.

Yan ang hirap sa akin. Mahiyain na tao, kainis tong attitude na to! Pero if I'm with my friends, and the pips I know, I can really get very loud...hehehe*hides*. Oh well, ganito ang buhay ko...
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Ano ba toh!!!! Hindi ko kaya gumawa ng sarili kong skin...shesh. Haaaay! Kainis talaga toooooo!

And I really want Photoshop CS2 ya know. F-Y-I, it's the newest Photoshop program. Almost everbody in No Limits(Forum where lots of Photoshop tuts are posted) are using it! And ya know, it makes really cool effects and it's so the fad in Photoshop users nowadays. Kaya I wanna have it!!!

Man! When I looked in the at the site of the Adobe, I saw the price and it was $500 somwthing! My gosh! I can't afford that! Kainis talaga tong buhay na to!!!

Kainis talaga kapag ang poor!
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Thursday, June 08, 2006

D.N Angel...Final Episode

O-mi-gosh!!!! I just saw the ending of D.N Angel in youtube today.

Grabeh ung ending...Krad gone...finally! And Riku And Dai-chan kissed na!!!!! *squeal!!!screamdance!!!!* O-mi-gosh! Grabeh talaga! As in!!!!!
(After the cute looking faces, they kissed!!!! No pic of it, coz' my source hasn't...so sorry. But I'll post it as soon as I found some;D)

Waaah! And the ending was kinda great, DaiXRiku ending up together, Satoshi and Risa liking each other?!?!?! That is so freaky!!!! But it is so dang true!
(Satoshi glancing at Risa, Risa noticed him doing so. So, Satoshi didn't look, and it's Risa's turn to do what Satoshi did...did you get it? Bastah, they're gloancing at each other...cute nilang tignan!)

Pero in fairness ha, they look cute together^-^. Hehehe, do I hear a SatoshiXRisa FL? Hehehe, cool talaga! As in!
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That's not just the good part about the ending. Diba Satoshi doesn't really 'live lif to the fullest'? But now, he said, "I'm going to have fun..", "in my life, from now on". Grabeh!!!! Waaaah! Grabeh! But the bad thing about the ending is, I didn't know what happened to Satoshi's dad? Did he die or became good? Hmm....that's the only flaw, but I love the ending!!!!!

Man, this anime really is the best! In terms of story, character, and animation itself. The plot is all about the love story of Daisuke, and Dark's story. Also, the characters are really interesting...you really want to dig into them...(except for the boring characters). Lastly, the animation. It's fluid and nice...great. Oh, the music is also nice...hehehe.

All I can say is, this is the best anime with a love story genre, even though some say that it's so girly and has full of yaoi(yucky stuff,seriously). Of course, Dark is the best character there...ne? HHahaha, just love this show. Love it to the max!!!
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Err, I think, up there was a commentary of the anime...hehehe, tiring to do, but worth it! Lol...bye-bye!

Kainis tong spraynet na toh!

Lol, may kasal kasi kanina^^...hindi ako! Kundi ung helper namin! Heheheeh.

After 12 long years of service in our house, our helper , 28 yrs. old, decided to get married. Lol, the wedding was so fun, and thank God, walang masama ang nangyari.

Lol, ung preparations ang saya rin! The make-up and the dress, grabeh! Hindi naman sya ganoon ka sosyal, and it's just simple ya know.

Hahay, since nakasal na sya, that means, na she's gonna leave, and stay with her husband. Man, me and family will miss her good cooking and help in the house...hehehehe. Helper nga eh. Lol.

I don't wanna go in details anymore...kakapagod...hehehehe
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And as what I said, I'm gonna post the cover of the book, "How to Draw manga". Here it is, peeps:

Do ya know this book? If you do...well, good for you! Lol. Oh, here's my result:

Nice ba sya? Lol, that issue was talking about hair and the hands and feet, so un. I like her hair and eyes..really. Wekwek, it was fun drawing it^^
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Seriously, I feel really tired...so that ends my post! Till then! Bye-bye-bu!!!!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Darku-san!!!!!! Daisukiiiiii!!!!! A newly Christened Dark Fangirl

This is really a cool day for me...

Hehehe, don't mind the title...really. Anyways, todo-watch talaga ako sa youtube today. Akalain mo, I finished 2 episodes in youtube, hehehe. That's really a first for me...wekwek. You might be wondering, what shows I saw in youtube today. Well...it's non other than, D. N Angel episode 24-25.

Grabeh! Patapos na ang D.N Angel. Pero my Dark-addiction will never melt away! Heheh, but that's not what I want to share to you. Okeyyyyy, maybe it is, but then...argh! Never mind.

Anyways, the two episodes where really thrilling and exciting. Finally, the "Ice and Snow" story, ended. Well, Fredert and Elliot finally met and the "Second Hand of Time" is finally destroyed. In episode 25, Krad went out without any problem, and the incident that happened 40 years ago, will comeback. Only this time, it's worse than before. Lastly, Riku already found out who Dark is in the life of Daisuke...wekwek...really cool!

So plano ko, tomorrow, I'll watch the final episode...hehehe, or today, if I can find some time. Wekwek.
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Since, my title is about Dark, I'll just talk about him=). Oh, I forgot I'm a newly christened Dark fan-girl. I just found out yesterday...when somebody called me,"Dark-freak". Hulan nyo kung sino ang nagsabi nyan sa akin*wink*. Lol, I've been making sigs and wallpapers of him, squeal whenever I see his hot face, and dream about him(sometimes only;)). Now that's what I call obbssed(correct spelling ba yan?), according to my kuya and [annoying]friend.

Hey, so what? This is a free country! I have a right to be an otaku, though i might be an outcast to some, but so what?!?!?!? Hehehe. Lol...*cackles*. But there's just something bothering me when talking about that. Anyways, ipaglalaban ko talaga si Dark! No matter what! Hahahah!

Oh well! Un lang po. Till then, ja matta!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Tiring day.....

Hahay....today was just so tiring...but fun in a way *wink*

Pumunta kami ng National Bookstore sa SM, of course, expected talaga na maraming tao ang dadagsa doon, kasi pasukan na eh. We went there to buy school supplies. While I was looking some notebooks, I noticed na meron pala silang anime na notebooks. May GundamSeedDestiny nga sila eh! Even the online games have their own notebooks. Na-aliw talaga ako...I was thinking, "Ganito ba talaga sila ka desperado mag-advertise sa kanilang games?". Lol..that was really funny.

Bumili rin ako ng K-zone noh! That's what I always do when I go to National Bookstore...pero I saw something else, that is really pleasing and nice to me...

I was looking for an XXHolic manga in National, hoping na papayagan ako ng mom ko na bumili ng manga. Unfortunately, wala na sya doon, baka na ubos, or something...I was kinda dissapointed, but my eye catched something even more nicer than the manga. It was..."How to draw Manga"!

Okie, surprising isn't it? Well, I really dreamed of drawing something like anime ya know! I have this dream of it ya know! Since it comes in issues, I'll collect and buy em'! As the title said it, the book, teaches you how to draw manga style...'kay? Lol...I'll show my out come when the scanner is re-installed...hehehe.

Till then! Ja ne!

Oh, the Fanlisting in my navigation bar is about to be finished...so wait nalang kayo 'kay?

Monday, June 05, 2006

Errr, gomen! Gomen! Gomen! *says gomen for an hour*

Ehem, there was a really good reason why I'm gone okay...so like, here it is!

Since, we renovated our house, ini-lipat ung computer namin sa ibang location. Of course, we have to take care of the wires and all that, so un. After all the wires back in place, I clicked the Mozilla Firefox icon(un and browser namin...sosyal ba yan?), and it prompted, "server not found". That time, it was okie, I was confident that it will come back, but to my utter astonishment, still "server not found". Err, I was still patient and confident that it will come back, but it didn't! it went on for 5 days! O-my-gosh~!!!!!!! Walang internet...permannetly!!!!!! Even my dad, was furious....and my kuya.

Oh well, ngayon na ayos na, and it's up and going! Sabi nung guy, na ung browser namin na deactivated and all that...I can't remember what he said, pero that's what happened. Oh well...talaga naman oh! Shesh...

Oh, while the internet was gone for almost a week, I just made some stuff with me bestfriend, Photoshop(besfriend ko daw...hehehe^^). I made sigs, wallpapers, and stuff like that...lol. And I'm gonna show you what they are:
My first ever wallpaper!!!!! Si Dark pa ung nakalagay...weee! Lol, the character feature in this wallpaper is Dark Mousy from D.N Angel(looks hot no^^). The text there is, "Still thinking of you"...err, basahin nyo nalang ung full detail sa Deviantart...ayaw ko ng mag-type...nakakatamad. Oh, here's the link ---> My dA gallery. There, just click the thumbnail and, tada! Un...hehehe, and when you take away the "gallery/", you can see my userpage, and check my faves too, hahaha! my makikita kayong "yummy". Lol.

Err, un lang for now! Weeee! Oh, I almost forgot, thank you ate Awdz! I love it so much!