Oh well...school is gonna start and I'm really worried about it.

Worried about what's gonna happen in my firstday. Worried about my classmates, teachers, and subjects. Worried about my actions and words...Worried about everything.

I really had a bad[not really bad as in principal, it's rather a sad one] school history:
Gradeschool[except grade 6]: Where I met my solid friends and felt really comfortable. This is a traditional school.

Grade 6: I transfered to homeschooled. Thinking that it would be cooler than my older school. Since, there's no assignment and airconed rooms...and I forgetten one important thing, my bestfreinds. I knew some people there, but they're not really my taste, some I hated. But there's a special person that I met. Wekwek, an anime fan like me! But I'm still sad.

Highschool: Gonna be a freshman tommorow. I'm anxious about it. I don't know the people there, and I'm not comfortable either. Shesh..this sucks. I may know a few people, but they're not that close to...unlike my friends.
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This really wrecks. I don't wanna go to school. I wanna stay here and sit infront of the computer all day. Some people say, "Why aren't you excited? You're gonna be a freshman!". Useless thing. Shesh. Oh well, this is part of life, and I have to this...my mom is counting on me.

Seriously, I'm hoping for my teacher to wear glasses and have freaky hair. Just like anime[hehehe]. And speaking English in this school is really OA(over react), which I'm really frequent of...so, it's hard to cope with them. Bisaya is really the language that is spoken.

I'm also afraid of being an outcast. I'm that kind of person that really want's to be "in", and being an otaku is really hard...so I'm thinking of going lay-lo in my fan-girlness...

Haaaay! *long line of sighs and curses*

I'll just post what happened in my [horrifying] first day. If I have a chance that is.

Till then. Bye.