And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Updates on my life...and the blog=D

Signed up in KHQ...again!
Yup, I just did. Hehehe, I want a new life there...really.

Besides, I'm getting sick with my username, "Chinky". It's so boring and so weird, besides, I was young back then and didn't know foruming that much. Chinky, is my nickaname in the real life.

*Sigh*. I miss that place, especially, Igal-chan, Sachi-onichan, Aya-chan, and the rest of the gang. I also miss chatting.

Well, welcome back to KHQ!!!

Bloggie Updates!
Weeh! I already added more music to my blog...and guess what?

I added a cute clock!!! Yup, a cute clock! It's a rice ball clock. So cute...I'll eat it! Wehehe. It's found in the ETC part. Lol...the songs are also there too. Waah! *glomps on te blog* Hmm...I think my craziness is active again. Hehehe.

Life Rambles
Well, I'm teen and there's so many battles in life that I need to face.

Gosh, I just got sermoned by parents while eating lunch. It's about my greediness of the pc. I got so 'madamot' coz of the Photoshop. I don't share and I kept on saying curses...

Oh, this really sucks! I hate it when I'm sermoned. And I did change. Is it b'coz of the school enviroment I'm in or it's the Internet that's driving me this way? Goodness! I'm confused!

And my parents said that I'm not giving care to my spiritual life...*cries*It is true! Waah! I'll try...not try but I will confess my sins to the priest and be done with it. I'm so full of guilt when they sermon me. As in it's really what I do...Waaah! I can't take this anymore! *prays to God*

School Blues
So many assignments! I hate the traditional school! I'd be better off at homeschooling! Goodness, our section is alway sermoned by...almost all the teachers!

Our section is the most loudest class in the 1st year girls section. I hate my class.

And guess what? I'm the smartest and the "pinaka-matino" in the class! According to my teachers and classmates that is. Hehehe, so cool! I feel so proud...but I shall not put it in my head fo it will be a sagabal to my studies...noh?

But oh! So many assignments to finish! I even have a reasearch work thing. Waaah! So tired and sick of the school! I don't care if the principal's reading this or my adviser, I just wanna scream what's in my head! Waaah!

I want a laptop...a nice slim laptop with Internet connection and PhotoshopCS...

Better go! Got's lot's of assignments to finish...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Can't think of a decent title...really.

Hmm...what would your reaction when you see a Naruto Combat Set, complete with kunai, shuriken, the holder thing, 4head protector, and gloves?

Well......SQUEAL!!!!!

Hahah! We went to the mall last Saturday and I went to my fave anime store here in Cebu. I took advantage of that time since, my mom was with me:P. Hehehe, I saw the usual stuff, like stickers, notebooks, mousepads, pins, posters, keychains, cds, actin figures, etc. I was looking for some GSD stuff, but there wasn't. But my visit there wasn't put to waste. I saw the combat set!

Too bad, it's so expensive. 860 pesos...Waaah! I asked my mom to buy it for me, she said no! You'll just be wasting your money! Well I said that I'll just save then!

And so I did! Wehehehe. Lolz. I saved 100+ pesos, only 700 to go! Wee!

Wahaha! I'm getting crazy, by the minute:P

Oh....I already have a button for me bloggie. I'll be putting it up real soon, hehehe.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Scouting sucks! And new layout btw!

Well yeah it does.

We just had our Investiture Ceremony awhile ago. Gosh! I can't beleive it! I reallt hate scouting. It's so tiring! I'd rather study than do scouting!

All the marching, and the leader shouting at us is so tiring! During the ceremony I really cried, not sob but just cried silently. I can't take the pain and again I hate the ceremony so boring tiring.

Gosh, even the pricipal saw me cry![yeah, the principal came to see us, and some big pipol in girlscouts.]It was the GSP dudette's turn to speak and 'encourage' us to be better and cool scouts. That's the time when I cried and then the principal saw me, she even raised her eyebrow...I was kinda scared at that time...and the staff, aaah! The horror.

Damn! Good thing, my mom ad cute sis was there. Lolz! But still I cried.

Oh the horror of it all!!!! And I have so many problems right now...I still can't go LJ-ing coz the verificAtion thingie. I'm stuck there. Waaah!

Oh, and I'll try to make a bloggi-button[oh the joy! *happy screams*]Lolz, and some more music! And here is my adventure with me CS:

Cool ne? Lolz! Wehehehe. And the photos in the bottom? I'll change them too. Wehehe...



O-mi-gosh! I forgot to annouce that I got a new layout! Wehehe. It's Tsubasa Reservior Chronicle(TRC). I don't watch it, but just like the theme and skin. Hehehe, I'll try to watch in youtube TRC and the coolest anime, Fate/Stay Night. Rock on!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Is this how a teenager lives?...Am confused.

Is it my fault that I get so addicted to the computer and the Photoshop. They always say, your to attached to it, and why won't you let your brother get his turn?! Shoot! If only I could answer back! I would say, "Well! It's my passion! If you want me to get his turn, then buy me a laptop! Then I'll die happy!". Waaah! I just wanna scream!

I just don't understand why they are so stirct to me. I wanna go out of my way and just have a life that I longed for. *cries* Gosh, I just wanna cry the day away.

According to this magazine...teenagers tend to commit suicide. Waah! I s this true? I'm afraid. I'd rather be a kid than being a teen. I never knew that teens are like this.

I'm confused. I'm having confusion on my head right now. Aargh! I'm always frustrated. And why is there even these things? As in, bad things that aren't supposed to be discovered by me.

*confused...*......*cries* I need somebody to guide me the way, the right way to the light. Yes the light that I'm longing for. I need it so much!

Lord, God! I need your guidance! I need you!

mood:Confused. Needs Help. Desparate.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

School Blues and even at home

My body aches!My legs, back, head, tummy, and even my heart hurts!

Stupid scouting made me my legs so painfull! All the marching and pumping[yes, we were punished]made it really painful! And also P.E., we have to run 50 meters fro some grade and do some tiring games! Yeah, I know, 50 meters ain't no big deal for you, but I'm so sick and tired of school! Seriously, I hate P.E. and Scouting*curses!*

Also, tummy hurts. Got dysminorhea[sorry, dunno know the spelling:P]. So painfull! I really wanna scream and cry so hard. And even at home, I always get scolded. I just hate the fact that I'm beggining to be rebellious and disrespectful. Yeah, teenagers go through that, but aargh! It's driving me nuts.

Is it my fault that I get so addicted to the computer and the Photoshop. They always say, your to attached to it, and why won't you let your brother get his turn?! Shoot! If only I could answer back! I would say, "Well! It's my passion! If you want me to get his turn, then buy me a laptop! Then I'll die happy!". Waaah! I just wanna scream!

I got a PhotshopCS

Yup, you're right! I finally got a PhotoshopCS!!! +squeals+

Wahahah! But i have to say, saying goodbye to my PS6 was hard.

It was my first Photoshop, and it was where i developed my skills[hahaha, skills?]in making sigs. I loved it so much, and took care of it, and protected it from my evil brother[hahaha, he even wanted it gone!!!:-x]. So yeah, it being gone was also hard thing on my part, I almost cried.

Now CS is here, and more cool sigs, ne? But I'll miss PS6!!! *hugs PS6*

I still need to get accuintated with me CS. Gosh! I'm beggining love CS!!!

I even made a sig with CS. I'm stil gonna submit, but it's so cool!

Oh, I just followed it from Phenomenon tut in nolimitsresources.com. Really nice place for tuts!

Anyways, I'll be using it from now on, and make with it!! XD Yehey!
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And I've also been alot to some other gfx forums for some tuts. Lol, I love CS! Till then'!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Not in a mood for chatting

Seriously, I'm not in the mood.

Gosh...I never felt this way. Before, when I go home from school, I usually and right away sit infront of the pc and start foruming. Oh well.

When I log in, I feel so...wala talagang gana! I feel so ashamed, and so lonely, sa tagal na hindi naka-login. Shesh....I can't I believe myself.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

She Died!!!! I can't believe it!

Gosh!!! I can't believe that she died! Now her and Shinn can't be together!!! Shinn's gonna get stuck with annoying Lunamaria...

I'm talking about Stellar, from GSDestiny. In honor of her, I'll make a sig of her. Man! Why does she have to die!!! Oh, they're the only couple that didn't make a kiss, a big smoocheroo. Really, they didn't make any! Hehehe, pervertic me!!! Shucks!!

*makes a Jiraiya stunt of pervertic-ness* Hahaha.

I made a sig of ShinXStellar, just know. And I used the cool brushes of HybridGenesis. *falls in love with the site* Hehehe.
You can use, but tell me first you peeps! Lol....without any further ado, her it is:

Sugoi ne? Lol...I miss KHQ. But I don't feel like chatting anymore.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Thinking of LJ.

Wahahaha! LJ? It's LiveJournal! Lol...

Hmm...I wanna transfer to LJ. Looks cool, and it has smileys for your mood thing. Man! I really wanna LJ, cool stuff, and best part, you make your own avatar/icon!!!

Of course, you need a program to make avatars, but aargh! I wanna LJ!!!!

The bad part is that, when I signed up[I attempted toXXD!], there's a part of the registration wherein you have to put some credit card stuff. Dnag!!! I'm still finding a way to grab my mom's credit card and finally login! And besides, Aya-chan and Ruka-chan and the rest of the peeps in dA are getting LJ. I might as well try LJ and spot the difference from blogger, ne? As what they say, "If you can't beat them, join them!". Lol.

Oh, and about the credit card thing, you don't pay...really. They just do it for some COPPA-thing. Shesh.



Speaking of dA, I amde something cool! I finally have a snapshot of my desktop!!! Here:

Err, fianlly!!!! It's so easy...really!

And for school...We had our first ever club meeting! I chose LTC by the way, Little Theater's Club. So cool! Acting stuff! Lol.

And that ends my post for today! Lol....bye-bye-bo!!!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Uhh.....Yo~?

The outing yesterday was really great!


Walang ayaw, the food is darn good...really!

Pero when I told my mom and dad na gustoh ko ng PS7...they said,"7 today or something new on ur b-day?".

What? they're planning to me something like that???? Gosh!! i'D RATHER WAIT! But I wanna...*cries*

Shesh. I'm finidng a pic again. Making it into a...secret! Lol. I downlaoded another brushpack. I was really bored and all...so what the heck?

I made a card for my daddy today! No special occasion, just wanna let him know that he is so special...and cool. I wanted to show you it, but it's giving away personal data...so sorry^^!

Man...I think I'm getting bored of chatting. I'd rather make graphics than chat...hmm...

*bored and must log out*

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Punta kami YellowCab later!!!! XP

Yahoo! Punta kami BTC today and some pizza!!!! Oh yeah!

*glomps on the pizza*

I'm planning to make a scroll thingy for the music part...coz' I'm putting a heck of songs down there...for ur enjoyment and mineXP hahaha!

But i nedd help though. Shesh.

I'm planning to buy Photoshop7 today...with the help of my dad and mom that isXD. Everytime I see a brush...it's compatible with 7 only!!! So annoying!

I was scanning for some sites with brushes...then sabi ni kuya...gawan mo ako ng ganyan. Stupid! 7 lang yan no!

Dang!

I'm kinda planning on making another wallpaper, using a star brushes...I was enchanted and jealous when that dude in dA made something there...Aargh!!!

Oh well. Oh, I'll also make a Love Hina, and Fruits Basket tag...I'll use cool brushes this time...If I can find one that isX(

Toodles!!! I'll still find some music for my blog...more soon!

Friday, July 07, 2006

No deviantArt!!!!! Noooooo! *melts*

"connection has timed-out"

it always appears when I go to dA. I miss dA! I can't live without dA and my Photoshop! Shesh, I wanna submit my wallpaper!!!

Aargh! Right now, I'm serenaded by the cool and free music of radio.blog.club. Aahh! A very cool place to be...really! I'm currently listening to Naruto music right now...reminds me of ShikamaruXP.

Really, even the music in my blog is from that site...really! Coolish ne? Check my links section for the url of the site*evil grin*

When I went back to KHQ, just now, the place was kinda lonely, coz' of school, but anna wa there to lighten up the place! HAhaha. Chat nanaman...lol, tapos typing 'lol' all over boards nanamanXP. Hehehe, really, I do that a million times, even in blogging, ya.

*headbangs to the music in radio.blog.club* love this site!!!! :glomps on the cool site:

Aargh! Wala pa ring dA...dang-ish!!! Man! Sana up and running na un tommorow.

Gosh! Assignments nanaman tommorow...research papers lining, etc. shesh...gotta finish them para OL nanaman...Hahaha!

Seriously, I was taking quizzes in Quizilla a while ago, and I dunno how to post the result in the entry...so sad.

Aargh!!!! I seriously hate this.

Ha, better go...till then!

No classes today!! XXD!

Yey!!! No class today!

I just love it when there's no classes. Anyways, school yesterday was really cool and fun...I take back what I said the last time.

Yesterday, we had a program, called, "Pakighimamat 2006". I belive it's tagalog word, but I don't what it means, moving on, since I'm a freshman[also goes for the rest of freshman], we need to dance in this event.

The teachers said, that this event is for the freshmans, where we are going to be hailed as true-blue-Josenians[USJ-R!!!!]. Haaay! I was really exhausted and bored during the practice, until the teacher said that the whole highschool department will watch us!

Dang! I was really scared, and according to my bro[who went to school there from 1st yr-4th] evey year, the freshmen always get 'boo's" while doing the presentation. I was really shocked, and scared to present.

It was already the day, and my heart is pumping so hard. Our props[each section eh...different color]are: red bandana for the head, red ribbon for the right hand, and white ribbon for the left hand. Para kaming mga member ng frat sa costume namin[red bandana, BLOODS!!! AArgh!!!]. That made me even more nervous to dance.

The event already started, I remember all the steps and stuff to say, it's just that I'm scared. The whole colisuem was full of people from 2nd-4th yr pips, and all the faculty, staff, of the highschool department are also there to watch us. Even the priests. Man...

There was the speech of the director, and the invocation was totally rockin'! The LTC[Little Theater's Club]really made it super and extra special! I felt the presence of the Lord[no kidding!]! The emcees where my classmates before in CSN, and he really made a great job there.

After the invocation and director's speech, it was the Principal's turn to introduce the teaching staff. Some of the teachers didn't receive lots of claps, but there's this one teacher that really caught my attention, Sir Garcia-2nd yr teacher. When his name was called, every girl and boy in the coli went screaming and wild!!! No wonder, he's so handsome and cute!!! Hahaha, I also clapped with them. Bastah, he's so handsome and cool-looking*glomps on Sir Garcia*. Hehehe, of course, I also clapped for my adviser too!!! [wehehe, sip-sip dawXP]

Following the intro was the production nos. of our older bros and sis[2nd yr +], our dance, and the teachers'[I was also shocked].
Production no.1 was really great! The 4th yr made alive by their cool dance! The song was taken from the movie "Honey", and their costume reminded me of the Japanese-girl look[mini-skirt, long socks, long sleeved polo]. Really cool! Eventhe stepping were up-beat and peppy
Production no. 2 was our turn[OMG!!!]The song was an adaptation of the song "Push the Button" by Sugababes. Or we changed the lyrics into something related to the school and such. Simple steppings and boring song...really. And all the long practices was worth it.
Production no. 3on the other hand, is one of the best presentations ever! The teachers did a surprise presentation. They were having the "Kapamilya: Deal or No Deal" theme. It it featured some stars in Kapuso and Kapamilya, like Darna, Mulawin, Panday, My Girl, Krystala, Capt. Barbell, Pacman(Manny), and so much more! My adviser was Krystala. Me and my classmate were screaming the whole time! I was dead shocked and it was really a LOL!!!After the gameshow thing, "Don Romantiko" nanaman ang kanilang sinayaw. Vhong Navarro came out and danced to the max!!!! Our P.E. teacher really hatawed to the max! As in! Waaah!

After those were the singing of the alma mater and the "Himig Rekoleto" songs, nothing much to explain in that sitch...but what the heck?

Lol! After the event, I was really releived! I was saying to myself, "I'm a Josenian na, and I'm not scred anymore, and I feel so welcomed!" That Pakighimamat was a really cool expercience!! I shall treasure that event forever and ever, seriously!



I made my bro a friendster background just awhile ago, and it's cool!!!
Here take a peek:
I'll be submitting it to deviantArt...as always, and it will be my 2nd wallpaper made. Credits to Phenom for the cool tut on the background, Darkice for the text, and the ragna webby for the pics. Lol.

That's all for today!!! Goodbye!! :logs on to deviantArt and maybe KHQ:

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Sleeping so late is so fun!!!

GundamSeedDestiny rocks!~!!!!!

I so totally glomping on that rockin' show!!!

Raming surpirises to the max! La Flaga alive? Athrun back in ZAFT? Kira and Athrun fighting again? Lacus cloned? Cagali engaged to Athrun[quite expected, ne?]? and so much more!!!

All of those questions are...answered...as yes!!!! I seriously can't believe my very own eyes when I saw it.

The storyline is great. The newcomers:Shin, Stella[or Stellar], Auel[*squel!! glomps*], etc. are quite making the story intersting and thrilling! But there are just some that annoys me like, Meer(the pic in the last post), Lunamaria, Durandel-dude, Sting, etc.

But all in all, it was really great! I even joined a couple of FL's from it;) Wahahah! I'm so bored today!

It's already 11:40 p.m. and I'm not even a sleep, and my parents didn't scold me=)Hehehe. After putting up the FL's I'm going to sleep! Shesh...

I also signed up in minitokyo, and of course, I customized my userpage! Hehehe, still stupid, but I'm working on it...really! I'll also be putting it in my links sectionXP

Dang! I need smileys...wonder how/where to get them...*ponders*
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Anyways, kung school naman...pretty boring!!

I'll just tell you tomorrow what happened...getting sleepy na...and my eyes are really wanna close..

Till then, bye!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Another new and improved skin!!!

Yehey!!!! XXXD!!! XXXXP!

Yehey! *glomps on her blog* Yehey!

Finally I found something decent! The pink one was really annoying, I can't put my cbox code and there's no archives...so nakakainis!

I like this one coz...it's not an imagemap type(the one with 'click to navigate' thing), and it's so...nice! Hehehe, *glomps again in her blog*

Yey! Finding this is one was really chicken. I just went to blogskins and look at the cool skins in the featured skin of the day. Hehehe, I found lot's of cool ones, but this is the best one that I found. I really love it, super.

And my tagborad is up and running so please do tag, and have some fun! The "Link Me" button is till in the process, so wait and hold on my friends!!!!

Till then! Bye!!!!!

Yo~!!!

I posted again!!! Weee!!!

I'll posting only on weekends from now on, coz' there's school and there's assignments ahead of me. School is such a pain the rear...and I can't even go OL that much in deviantArt and in KHQ.

*long sighhhh* Being first year is tough business. I got to do lots of assignments, get along with my friends, and some other stufff. And there's the back-bitting ish in school...and the bad-mouthers too.

Oh yeah, I saw Highschool Musical last Sunday...really nice show. Cool music, cool story, cool characters.

Pumunta ung mga ka-klase ng kuya ko. May bading, rich kid, wiz kid, at scout girl. At first hiya-hiya, pero after some topics discussed...we felt comfortable with each other. It was really wierd and cool at the same time, when I talked to the scoutgirl leader...hehehe. I even said,"Please let me passs!!! Sorry if I offended you!!!". Wahahaha, talagang funny!

And nag-install ang kuya ko nung isang movie-maker program-thingie. It was really cool, he even made one for a vidoe presentaton for his classmate, which is celebrating his birthday! Hehehe, I also gotta try it out noh! Looks very dang cool....mehehehe.

Oh, I finally made a deviantID...wanna look? Here it is:

click to enlarge it!!! Hehehehe. And that's how I feel...

Stupid mouse!!!!! I want an optical mouse right now!!!! *throws the mouse agaisnt the wall* Aargh!!!! Gotta go guys....see you next week! Bye!