Is it my fault that I get so addicted to the computer and the Photoshop. They always say, your to attached to it, and why won't you let your brother get his turn?! Shoot! If only I could answer back! I would say, "Well! It's my passion! If you want me to get his turn, then buy me a laptop! Then I'll die happy!". Waaah! I just wanna scream!

I just don't understand why they are so stirct to me. I wanna go out of my way and just have a life that I longed for. *cries* Gosh, I just wanna cry the day away.

According to this magazine...teenagers tend to commit suicide. Waah! I s this true? I'm afraid. I'd rather be a kid than being a teen. I never knew that teens are like this.

I'm confused. I'm having confusion on my head right now. Aargh! I'm always frustrated. And why is there even these things? As in, bad things that aren't supposed to be discovered by me.

*confused...*......*cries* I need somebody to guide me the way, the right way to the light. Yes the light that I'm longing for. I need it so much!

Lord, God! I need your guidance! I need you!

mood:Confused. Needs Help. Desparate.