And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Monday, November 27, 2006

What a tough challenge!

Yes. Before I rant or anything else...I finally made lots of icons! Yey! I'm so happy. One example is the Satoshi icon in the left. Want more? Visit my LJ blog.

Tell me through my tagboard if you got something from there 'kay?

Now for the rant.

A tough challenge has been set to me today. It was lunch time when me and my bestfriends made a challenge to each other. Patrick, my bestfriend, told us what if we would not talk to each other for a week? I was like...it's like horror not to talk to you guys! But come to think about it, I've made friends in my classroom and so is my other bestfreinds. So, it's a go~!

After stepping out of the canteen door we will never speak to each other. No chat no communication. Sad isn't it?

But I gotta survive em all!

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingneutral
listening to:Mugen Glider-Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Monday, November 20, 2006

I'm in the Computer Lab!!!

Yehey! I'm in the computer lab right now!

Actually, I am here to do some stuff. We were asked to make a document about our fave cartoon character. And who do you think I will pick? Wahaha, Dark? Kyoya? Of course, Kyoya-chan!

He is so hot! Wala lang naman, just dedicated myself to it and put my heart. Wahaha, that document was full of scrap stuff. I don't know, I think the whole thing was a joke. Seriously, I just typed what's in my mind. And besides, he is my inspiration after all^^

Sunday, November 12, 2006

I hate my brother.

Yesh, I do hate my brother.

He sucks bigtime. He's responsible for making us, his siblings, suffer so bad. He stuffed the computer with crap and treats us like slaves. He's such an idiot.

Matagal na 'tong grudge na ito sa kanya, but it usually gets intense every single day. But today it got worse(or I think so).

Geez, he's such a life sore. How I wish he was gone. The pc is going nuts coz of his stupid download. yeah, he dowloaded this Space Cowboy game thing. I hate him, and coz of that the YM was hanging up! I hate him so much. Tapos, ka-chat ko panaman ang besti ko na boy! How cruel! Diyan pa naman ung conversation good.

So yeah, save it all up, I hate him. I hate him so much! If only he's gone. Also, this besti of mine is really cool. He's like my big bro, coz he gave hella advice in HS life. He's college btw. It really lighten my load. So happy talaga!

BETTER GO!!! SOMEBODY NEEDS TO USE THIS PC. SO BYE! I'LL JUST EDIT WHEN I HAVE TIME...

HOW I WISH...OH, HOW I WISH

Sunday, November 05, 2006

School Blues

I presume that I'll be the no. 1 person my classmate will trash when I go back to the feckin classroom....

Due to procastination, obnoxious attitude, strict techique in teaching, and finally, snob-ish attitude... Hey!!! Don't hate me! That's what they say! They just don't understand how my mind ticks, that's all.

Okay, maybe about the procastinating thing...I keep on delaying the burn CD's and always say, "Later nalang ha?". LOLz, I think, there's no need to hide it anymore^^. Anyways, obnoxious attitude? You see, it has been me that I keep on making sucky jokes and being loud in class, but do they have to care?! Like hello, it's has been my attitude...but in serious business, I become serious...as what I said i my sidebar------>
"I study when I need to study, simple as that."or simply...I do something when it is needed."
Hehehe. That really is also in class I tend to spread my fangirl-ish-ness around the class, so it gets on their nerves...^^;;; But at least I got friends who got mah back!

Strict techique in teaching? I have to! Well, you see I need to teach them some lessons coz' the teachers are having their breaks. So selected students like me will the different classes with designated subject areas. So, I need to teach my classmates English. Of course, it's an honor for them that I got to be selected from the class...I'm the only one by the way^^. So, they think that I'll just handle them easy...think again buub! They were really unruly so gotta make some action. So there you have it, strict teacher. Haaay. Life gets worse eveytime.

They just think that I have a snob-ish attitude, coz' I keep on hogging the questions when the teachers ask the class. As if they know. Mah! Besides...it has also been me that I keep on raising my hand.

Haaaaaaaay*and another long line of sighs*. Geez...again, they don't know how my mind ticks. So heck...I don't wanna go back to school...and face my classmates. They suck big time, oh big time! *another long line of sighs*. Oh well. I feel a little left out these day anyway, so it doesn't matter anymore. I'll just be a loner, I guess. Haay.

Enough ranting...it's dang tiring. Better finish burning these feckin' CD's, before an angry mob chases me.

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingpretty sick of life...
listening to:Ichirin no Hana-High and Mighty Color

Friday, November 03, 2006

J-music rocks so hard!!!

Thanks to Naomi-chan, she introduced me to J-music. Especially, to Utada Hikari or as what they call, Hikki^^. She is uber cute!!! And really like her music.

So like, I downloaded the stoof and listened to em' really nice songs. Just listened to Blue, but next time, I'm gonna dload as much as I can! Eheheh.

I'm so happy. Thanks for sharing the love Naomi-chan! Hehehe. Also, with help of her mp3 rotation. Well, it ain't hers, but she introduced it to me. It's in livejournal, thankfully...so I will not have any difficulties there.

Kyaaa~!!! Livejournal is so good! I seriously take back all the bad stuff I said about them. Hehehe. I also joined a community...about Hitomi! Kyaaaa~! It's so cool! They have d-loads of her songs there. I dloaded alot of them, together with the Maaya Sakamoto's and Hikki's songs. Hwekwekekekek. So cool talaga! It made me smile so hard! Matte, I think it should be squeal...whatever! Wahahah! So happy talaga!!!

J-music rocks so hard! Yeahhh! Also, I need to dload High and Mighty Color music...XD-licious post! Oh yeah! No icon for today...gone short.

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingsqueal-ish
listening to: ko.mo.re.bi-Takahashi Hitomi

Once again, I'm here to rant.


Why do you Discriminate me?! Is it becuase of my fandom?!

That's what I said to the person who hated for me being such an addict. I hate him so much! Yeah, he's a him. Anyways, whay does he need to do this to me? As if he is a god who can tell me what should I be, and besides I have the right to do so. He has nothing to do about it! If he doesn't like me being that way, then it's his fault! He'll just have to bear with me!

I'm super mad at him right now! He's such jerk. He alway say," Why are such an addict? Don't even do anything else than just watch those things?". Aargh! so what! At least it's my only joy and it's better than taking up drugs[which of course, I wouldn't do^^]. He is such an idiot and a jerk! He thinks he's a god who can command me to do his bidding. I loathe him so much!

Waaah! It really hurt me so much, it's not only him that did that. There are other people as well. I can't bear it anymore, they always bring me down. It also depresses me...and it gets in the way of my studies. Geez. It really hurts. Besides, why are they fans of actors/actresses? They are liars anyway! They don't do nothing, but act and act and just that. That's not the real them...they are disguising themselves...liars for short! Aaargh! I'm so angry at those persons right now. I just wish they would be gone. They really pierce my heart so bad.

The worst part is, those persons and I live in the same house! Yes, you're right. They are my family members. They think it's pathetic to get so addicted to 2-D stuff. It's actually better, coz in that world impossible stuff happen. Other than the real world, just do your daily routine and just do stuff that aren't out of the ordinary! Boring-much! They are too serious, they can't take them...they are to serious. Geez. Why does have to be these way? I was really hurt...everyday I just wear a happy mask to hide my sorrow. Kasi, I when cry and get frustrated they will say that I'm just O.A.[over reacting] and acting. Is it acting? Getting hurt of all the bad things they say to you? It really hurts the heart. If only they know the sorrow I am feeling. I bet they won't even care.

I just can't stand them. They are such idiots. How I wish...

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingangry!
listening to:Houki Boshi-Bleach anime

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

I'm your Icon making machine!


As usual, boredom struck me again and let make do stuff that is against my will. It has been always like that...so what ever drives me, I do it.

Then boredom drove me to my livejournal and wrote an entry about boredom crap. So yeah, after that I decided to went to my memories section. It's their feature, like whenever you found your friend's entry useful or need can be used for future use then you add to your memories. And then, while I was looking at the premade icons that I memmed, I was really inspired to make such lovely icons!

Then, I opened my PhotoshopCS and started cropping and resizing images...but I don't know how! Man! After making trials, they don't look so cool and nice! They look rather ugly and I just added text and border then done. Very boring! So I headed for LJ again. I found this community where it teaches you how to make icons! I'm just so happy! Then I joined their community and memmed all the cool and helpful tuts. XD, so happy! If you only know how happy am I! Xd, and that's how I started making icons.

But, but, but I'm not yet showing it! I'll post it in bathces so you people better wait! XD. I'm also doing this in LJ. Lol, getting strict. Bastah, yun na yun. Heheheh

Currently not watching Ouran...I'm busy with my icon making. So yun, na delayed tuloy. Hahax. I guess that's all. Once again, that icon up there is not mine! It's from livejournal 'kay? XD-licious. Hahahax. Before I forget, I have actually no motivation to go to KHQ right now. Just feeling a little left out in that place...*emote to the max*

Oh well, life does go on. Till then, Ja!

mood:Photobucket - Video and Image Hostingover joyed!
music:Life Goes On-Mika Arisaka