Why do you Discriminate me?! Is it becuase of my fandom?!

That's what I said to the person who hated for me being such an addict. I hate him so much! Yeah, he's a him. Anyways, whay does he need to do this to me? As if he is a god who can tell me what should I be, and besides I have the right to do so. He has nothing to do about it! If he doesn't like me being that way, then it's his fault! He'll just have to bear with me!

I'm super mad at him right now! He's such jerk. He alway say," Why are such an addict? Don't even do anything else than just watch those things?". Aargh! so what! At least it's my only joy and it's better than taking up drugs[which of course, I wouldn't do^^]. He is such an idiot and a jerk! He thinks he's a god who can command me to do his bidding. I loathe him so much!

Waaah! It really hurt me so much, it's not only him that did that. There are other people as well. I can't bear it anymore, they always bring me down. It also depresses me...and it gets in the way of my studies. Geez. It really hurts. Besides, why are they fans of actors/actresses? They are liars anyway! They don't do nothing, but act and act and just that. That's not the real them...they are disguising themselves...liars for short! Aaargh! I'm so angry at those persons right now. I just wish they would be gone. They really pierce my heart so bad.

The worst part is, those persons and I live in the same house! Yes, you're right. They are my family members. They think it's pathetic to get so addicted to 2-D stuff. It's actually better, coz in that world impossible stuff happen. Other than the real world, just do your daily routine and just do stuff that aren't out of the ordinary! Boring-much! They are too serious, they can't take them...they are to serious. Geez. Why does have to be these way? I was really hurt...everyday I just wear a happy mask to hide my sorrow. Kasi, I when cry and get frustrated they will say that I'm just O.A.[over reacting] and acting. Is it acting? Getting hurt of all the bad things they say to you? It really hurts the heart. If only they know the sorrow I am feeling. I bet they won't even care.

I just can't stand them. They are such idiots. How I wish...

mood:angry!
listening to:Houki Boshi-Bleach anime