And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Monday, May 15, 2006

Did you see the commercial in Disney channel saying, "Express yourself"? Well I did! Hahaha, the commercial is all about Disney stars saying some stuff and telling us to express ourselves in many different ways, like acting, dancing, and singing, etc.

why did I suddenly talk about Disney channel’s "express yourself" commercial? It's because I have a hard time expressing myself. They say, "You can express yourself through, music, acting, arts, etc.”. I do believe in that, it’s just so hard to do so. I ‘express’ myself, through writing entries in my blog, but it seems that there’s no use to it. A blog by the way is like your own personal diary. Anyways, it’s hard. I’ve been struggling about this since I started homeschooled.

I think I know why I’ve been struggling for the past years. It’s because (I think) I haven’t got nobody to talk to about my life. I have no best friend in my homeschool, and there’s nobody I can trust to tell my innermost feelings. Yes, a blog is like your own place, customize it and put your daily ramblings about life. I did do that, but it seems it didn’t help me. But I’m quite happy that I have my blog…it’s like I talk to it through my entries and all that.

And the only way I can talk to other people is through forums or chatting. Forums are really fun ya know, especially KHQ. I have so many friends there and they’re almost like my family! But it seems that I’m not that open to them anymore, and sometimes I feel a little left out nowadays. Sometimes, when I go online together with my friends ( Te Awdz, Igal, Twinkle, Isay, etc.), I can’t help but squeal and run around. Hahaha, makes me really happy! *big smile* Lol. I think that’s all.

Err, that’s all for today! Hehehehe, I have nothing else to do so…bye!