Yesterday night, I went outside and went to our duyan(or hammock or whatever). Wala lang naman, I was just lying down there watching the stars and thinking about stuff...un lang. But suddenly, a thought came, "Get a life!". I was shocked, confused, angry. I didn't expect it to be this way. Is this how a 12 year old girl thinks? I'm really confused!

I went to sleep with tears in my eyes. Also at that time, may nangyari sa bahay, that made me really mad and angry. I slept thinking of all the hate that is inside my heart. I keep on calling my mom, and telling her how I feel, but she doesn't even understand how I feel! I started to hate everbody, and everything! This really sucks! I can't believe it! Haaay!

I'm so sorry if I can't write to well here, I'm just not in the mood and I'm so depressed, frustrated, whatever! I'm so sorry.