And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Public Enemy no. 1 and 2[my 1st rant post...I think]

I just couldn't help but scream to him all the hinanakits I wanna say! He's such a loser! I'd rather wish I was the only child than to live with him! Die you fiend!

*tears slowly trickle down te fangirl's cheeks*

Being a fangirl really rocks, but you'll get discrimanated, exiled, rejected, and hated. Well, heck I just expercienced it...a lot of times. Another fangirl stated, "My classmates hate me for being so addicted to anime, but really don't care.". Yeah, I was also saying and living up to what she's saying, but whenever someone discriminates me...deep down...it hurts like hell. I seriously try to put it all together and keep my tears to myself. It seems that the world is so damn unfair to me. Though I get high grades and have some of the teachers' respects, it's just that there are flaws and pipol that hate me. I know that I'm not perfect, but why do pipol hate me? I mean, I'm not rude or mean to them[not unless they start it]...or even disrespectful.

This really sucks bigtime. Doesn't he understand that this is my thing! Yes, I'm getting to attached or addicted to anime and the computer, but that's my thing and it's better than getting addicted to drugs right? We all have our differences! Doesn't he friggin know that? I want him dead!

And feelers? I know alot of them! They feel that they know every anime, and they feel that this anime rocks...which it really sucks. Excuse me! She is friggin damn wrong! I really want her dead too! And she doesn't ask permission, she just gets my stuff! I loathe her so much. She even steals my answers. Is that even right? Well, she's friggin insecure of me! That's right! She's insecure! She wants to steal my the spotlight. She's just jealous of me ans she's annoying too. She stole my bestest buddy, and thinks she's perfect. And whenever some blames her, or something bad happened pertaining to her...she cries like a sissy! Freak! I wanna Kill her!

I friggin hate thise two. They make so high-blood when I see their ugly faces. Do you wanna know who the heck they are? Here:

The firstest person that I will loathe forever:
Matt Kristoffer...my stupid older brother

and

The second person that I loathe as of the moment:
Rachel T*******n....my feeler classmate.

If the people that are related to her read this, tell them coz I seriously do not care! If they can read this...the better! So that they will know how I feel about them.

*te fangirl walks away out of frustratin and anger*